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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
28 days til the end of my world
So I just got the BU Welcome Weekend schedule. I think I'm going to throw up. 28 days until I move in. I'll find out where I'm living and who my roommate is in a week or so. I'm sick of being scared. It's really starting to get old. I'll be fine... won't I?
Saturday, July 14, 2007
"smile, it's the end of the world"
I still haven't gotten that CD.
So... we're going to Philadelphia tomorrow. Yuck. I don't wanna. I'm tired. I'm gonna be EXHAUSTED. (Is that spelled right? It looks weird in caps.) People are here. Tina, Dawn, Liz, Emily, and Bobby.
So... we're going to Philadelphia tomorrow. Yuck. I don't wanna. I'm tired. I'm gonna be EXHAUSTED. (Is that spelled right? It looks weird in caps.) People are here. Tina, Dawn, Liz, Emily, and Bobby.
Friday, July 13, 2007
Thursday, July 12, 2007
not just dreams and spaghettios
I don't know if people realize this, but I'm dead serious about my world ending on August 21st. I don't know what I'm going to do. I seriously haven't felt this way since.... well, almost forever. It's like there's nothing left. I'm about to be pushed from the next a few years too soon. I'm being thrown from a building with only solid concrete at the bottom. It'd be bad enough if my friends were all dispersing at the same time, but they're not. I'm the one who's leaving. They say I'll come back on weekends and breaks and stuff. But that doesn't help. I'm going to change. I can feel it. I've changed so much in the last year... and I haven't even left yet. Who I'm becoming doesn't fit in my world. My world is ending... or at least, I'm leaving my world. This isn't like going to IUP. This isn't even like grade 6 at Susquenita. This is a whole different ball game. A whole new world that I know nothing about. I'm not sure I know how to live in that world. I'm not sure I want to.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
no longer a working girl
NO MORE WORKING AT MUTZY'S!!!! YAY!!!!
....
at least until next summer. *sigh*
....
at least until next summer. *sigh*
"I wanna lay my head down on you because you're the only solid thing in this room."
I've been reading the facebook wall for the Bloom 2011 class. The people don't seem to completely suck. They were talking about shopping for stuff for college. That was pretty amusing. There are definitely some people there that I'll want to stay very far away from. But I doubt they're all stupid like them. I've seen a few that seem like my type of person.
Yes. I'm starting to feel better again. I'm still petrified, though.
Yes. I'm starting to feel better again. I'm still petrified, though.
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