*deep breath*

I'm.... feeling less like my world is ending, and more like I'm adding a new chapter to my life's story. Hey. Maybe I'll get a few new poem ideas.

I love this shirt!

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"Here is not home. Here is an over-due library book that I can't seem to return." - from Shaydes of Blue by Chesko

"More than I want to eat some toast, I want you to love me." - Dan Leaman

my new college bedding stuff

How pretty is that?

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I feel so old...

So I have these pants... They're black dress pants with these pink and white stripes. They're really cute. Mom and I went to Fashion Bug yesterday (where I got the pants, but that was a while ago). I got the jacket that matches the pants. I have a suit. It's pretty, but it makes me feel so old. I put it on last night to see how it all looked together. I stumbled my way out to the computer room (because I still can't walk in heals) to show my mom how weird I look in a suit. Apparently it makes me look grown up. I feel old now. I'm going to college. I might actually need a suit someday. That's just weird.

"I live in search of a cause worth dying for." - from a Marty McConnell poem

I think a fly just bit my ear.

I'm at the Hammars' right now. It's so gross here. It smells like... everything dirty you can think of. It's not even just the animals, either. I'm supposed to be staying here tonight with Grandma (cause the Hammars went away for the weekend... how do 13 people go away for the weekend, anyway?). I don't think I can do this. The smell alone is making me ill.

On a different note...
I spent the weekend with Valen and Kayce! Yay! We stayed in their brother's camper in his backyard. Yeah. That was odd, but fun. Rachel stayed with us last night. I'm so tired. So, so tired.

I want to go to sleep.

I got a Zen V Plus (aka: a freakin awesome portable media player), though. So I'm content for the moment.

I'm sitting at the kitchen table, all alone. My parents are away doing something having to do with my dad retiring. I'm bored. I've been reading for 3 hours. Is this how college is going to be? Alone, with only my laptop and a book for company? Or, worse, alone surrounded by people? This isn't normal. I'm not even afraid anymore. I'm mostly just... depressed.

we've been good, but we can't last

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coffee

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pain

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duck thoughs

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lullaby

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peanuts

I'm not sure I get this one... but I like it.

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Wow.

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This is so sad.

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more

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Hugger Mugger!

This reminds me of Kat from IUP last summer.

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beauty

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